Is it worthed to get tired?

Hi guys,

It’s been nine days since my last post, but I’ve decided to keep it like this. At least for now. There is so many things going on in my life at the moment and everyday’s posts turned out to be quite big commitment.

Ok, so let me explain what’s going on. First of all, me and my husband are moving soon. We have contract till end of January, but we’ve decided, that we’ll start look for new home (unfortunately still rented) now, so we won’t be forced to take anything what will be avaiable (like it happened last time). But first I should tell you something about me and my husband.

We’ve got married in November 2016, so almost one year ago. Before that, we were a couple for one year plus we knew each other for about three months before (or maybe a bit longer, but less than half year). Our wedding was quite unexpected. While being a couple we were saving money for this occasion, but unfortunately our families are living in two different parts of world (my one in Poland, my husband’s one in India), so we needed to provide accomodation for everyone, food for all the time they stay and so on. Plus of course regular wedding cost.

So one day, in November we’ve decided to get married right now (not exactly at that moment, but our decision’s and wedding day were three days apart). It was crazy. On our wedding party they were only five guests plus us. And I think it was the best decision we could possibly made. It saved us a lot of stress and of course a lot of money. But that time both of us had contracts for rooms in different parts of London. So for first three months of our marriage, we were living separately (at least officially, because we were just choosing in who’s room are we going to sleep every day and both of us came there after work). That was kind of tiring. And on January we’ve realised, that our contracts are coming to an end so we’ve started looking for a flat. We had only one week to move out from both places, so we had to take whatever was avaiable. And this is how we ended up in our current location. It isn’t that bad, but could be better. Now we want to make choice, so slowly we are going through all offers.

Second thing is, that I am almost sure, that in December this year my website is going to be ready to be released. I am so exited about this, but there is still so much to do. Any way, this is not the end: in February or March 2018, I am going to start my app’s releasing proccess. I thing now it will be avaiable only for android (but who knows? Maybe somehow I can manage to code it for IOS as well? I’ll try to do my best 😉 ). Closer to releasing dates, I am going to tell you something more about it. Any way working on both those projects take huge amount of my time and energy (but it’s fun as well 😉 ).

And last, but the most stressfull thing is sorting out my university. I was supposed to be enrolled in June, but because of some problem I was assured, that I am going to start in October instead. Unfortunately next week my classes are supposed to strart and there is no confirmation from my uni. So every day (literaly every day, maybe except weekends) I am making tons of phone calls, just to try straighten it up. Please, keep your finger crossed for this 😉

And all things I have mentioned, make me very tired. Especially, because I need to do it after my full-time job. Almost every night I am going to bed with no sense, that I am doing so. Some kind of day-dreaming. And this is not even a joke. I have a feeling, that I am sleeping already, while I am still on my way to bed.

A lot of friends ask me, what is the point of getting so tired every day (they don’t know yet, that occassionally I am posting here as well, as I didn’t want to make fake crowd. What I mean: people checking what I’ve wrote just only because I am their friend, so they are supposed to do this). Well, answer is very easy: because it is fun for me. It makes me feel, that I am not wasting my time and actualy I can see results of my actions. And do you know what? This is amazing feeling 🙂

Ok, but for now I am going to eat some dinner, as I’ve just came from my work and get back to designing my website (or better to say: creating it’s content).

I wish you all very productive day and I’ll see you in my next post.


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